My Only One

Boy & Bear's song 'My Only One' delves into the complex emotions of love, fear, and self-worth. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a man grappling with his insecurities and the weight of his emotions. The opening lines, 'You found me deep beneath the water / This time it looked and felt so different,' suggest a sense of drowning or being overwhelmed by his feelings. This metaphor of water often symbolizes the subconscious mind, indicating that the protagonist is deeply introspective and struggling with his inner turmoil.

The song continues with the protagonist pleading for understanding from his loved ones, admitting his perceived uselessness and the loss of the 'loving hand' that was once cherished. This admission of vulnerability is a powerful moment, highlighting the internal conflict between his self-doubt and the love he feels. The reference to Galileo and counting blessings suggests a search for wisdom and perspective, yet the protagonist remains haunted by his past and the streets he 'wouldn't mend.' This imagery evokes a sense of regret and missed opportunities, further deepening his sense of inadequacy.

The chorus, 'And oh, I wander / And oh, I live in fear,' encapsulates the protagonist's ongoing struggle with fear and uncertainty. The fear is so pervasive that even his shadow causes him to shudder, symbolizing the inescapable nature of his anxiety. Despite this, he expresses a profound love, stating, 'I love you more than you will know / And I hope you understand / My strength lies in your hands.' This declaration underscores the theme of dependency and the hope that his loved one can provide the strength he lacks. The repeated line, 'You took my only one, when I only wanted love,' serves as a poignant reminder of his longing for love and the pain of feeling misunderstood or unfulfilled.