Trauma

BoyWithUke's song 'Trauma' delves into the artist's personal struggles and the emotional scars of a difficult childhood. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of poverty, neglect, and the longing for a better life. The artist recounts experiences of growing up without basic necessities, such as food and a phone, and the pain of hearing his mother cry. The use of music as an escape from abuse and the self-blame for accidents during childhood are powerful expressions of the internal turmoil he faced.

The chorus of 'Trauma' reveals a battle between the desire to give up and the determination to persevere. The lines 'Maybe it's not what I want' and 'But I'll be damned if I don't stop' suggest a defiance against succumbing to the hardships. The repetition of 'Sometimes I just can't help myself' underscores the overwhelming nature of these emotional challenges. The song also touches on the theme of mental health, as the artist acknowledges the need for help to cope with the psychological impact of his experiences.

The latter part of the song introduces a metaphor of the mind as a window and a casket, symbolizing the transparency of his struggles and the feeling of being trapped or dead inside. The artist's admission of suicidal thoughts, masked by a facade of normalcy, is a poignant reminder of the hidden battles many face. The song ends on a note of resilience, with the artist grappling with his inner demons but finding solace in the realization that he is not alone in his suffering.