Smalltown Boy
Bronski Beat
The Heartache of Leaving Home: Understanding 'Smalltown Boy'
Bronski Beat's 'Smalltown Boy' is a poignant narrative of a young man's painful departure from his hometown due to the lack of acceptance and understanding he faces there. The song, released in 1984, became an anthem for the LGBTQ+ community, as it resonated with the experiences of many who felt alienated and ostracized in their own homes and communities.
The lyrics describe the protagonist leaving early in the morning with all his possessions packed into a small case, symbolizing a sudden and final departure. The recurring lines 'run away, turn away' emphasize the necessity of fleeing to find a place where he can be accepted for who he is. The song also touches on the emotional toll of this journey, highlighting the loneliness and sadness that accompany the decision to leave, as well as the pain of being misunderstood by one's own family, particularly the mother who 'will never understand why you had to leave.'
The song's chorus, with its repetitive plea to 'run away, turn away,' underscores the relentless bullying and emotional abuse the protagonist endures, leading to his decision to leave. The repetition of 'cry boy cry' towards the end of the song serves as a powerful release of the pent-up emotions and the struggle of maintaining composure in the face of adversity. 'Smalltown Boy' is not just a story of escape, but also a call for empathy and understanding for those who feel compelled to leave their homes in search of acceptance and love.