Meu Disfarce

Carlos Colla's song 'Meu Disfarce' delves into the complex emotions of a person who hides their true feelings behind a facade. The lyrics reveal a character who outwardly appears confident and liberated but is internally fragile and yearning for love. This duality is a central theme, as the protagonist struggles to maintain a mask of strength while feeling vulnerable and dreamlike inside. The metaphor of a 'serpent' suggests a deceptive exterior, but in matters of the heart, the person is small, needy, and delicate.

The song's narrative continues to explore the protagonist's internal conflict. They describe themselves as a 'companion of danger,' someone who can let loose and enjoy social gatherings. However, this is merely a disguise, as they admit to feeling incapable when alone. The lyrics highlight the discrepancy between their actions and words, emphasizing the struggle to reconcile their true desires with the persona they project. The protagonist longs to be more than just a friend to the object of their affection, yearning to be their beloved.

As the song progresses, the protagonist's internal battle becomes more intense. Each kiss from the person they love makes it harder to maintain their facade. The 'theater' of their life becomes increasingly difficult to uphold, and the protagonist can no longer escape the reality of their feelings. The song poignantly captures the pain and difficulty of hiding one's true emotions, especially when those feelings are of love and longing. 'Meu Disfarce' is a heartfelt exploration of the masks we wear and the vulnerability that lies beneath.