Por Querer Amarte Tanto
Carlos Ramón Fernandez
The Intimate Yearning of 'Por Querer Amarte Tanto'
Carlos Ramón Fernandez's song 'Por Querer Amarte Tanto' is a poignant expression of deep affection and desire. The lyrics convey a sense of vulnerability and the longing to be close to the object of the singer's affection. The opening lines introduce the listener to the tenderness that the singer feels, with the imagery of a rose blooming in a previously sorrowful heart, suggesting a rejuvenation of spirit brought about by love.
The song continues to explore the physical and emotional intimacy the singer wishes to share with their beloved. The repeated chorus, 'Déjame ser el autor de tus ojeras,' which translates to 'Let me be the author of your dark circles,' is a metaphor for wanting to be so entwined with the other person's life that he is the reason behind their sleepless nights. The imagery of clothes falling like watercolor droplets paints a picture of gentle passion and the careful undressing of defenses, both literal and metaphorical.
The final verses touch on the fear of unrequited love and the hesitance to fully commit to the dream of being together. The singer's request to close the book of dreams if the feelings are not mutual shows a protective layer over their own heart. Yet, the poem written as a declaration of love signifies a willingness to be vulnerable, to express the depth of their feelings, hoping that the love is indeed reciprocated.