Retrato (part. BCN)

Charles Ans' song 'Retrato (feat. BCN)' delves into the complex emotions of heartache, self-reflection, and the struggle to move on from a past relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the artist's internal battle as he attempts to forget a significant other, only to be haunted by memories and photographs ('tus retratos'). The mention of composing a tango and the reference to dancing in '4' suggest a longing for the past and the intimate moments shared, which are now sources of pain.

The song also explores themes of ego and self-perception. Charles Ans speaks of maintaining his ego intact despite the emotional turmoil, indicating a facade of strength. However, the lyrics reveal a deeper vulnerability, as he admits to feeling small and overwhelmed by the 'avalancha' of emotions. The use of substances like smoking and consuming mushrooms ('hongos') highlights his attempts to escape reality and numb the pain, yet these actions only distort his perception further.

In the latter part of the song, Charles Ans reflects on the simple pleasures of life and the things that bring him joy, such as music, fresh air, and the company of his dogs. This juxtaposition of pain and pleasure underscores the complexity of his emotional state. The artist finds solace in his creative process and the support of his friends and collaborators, suggesting that music serves as a therapeutic outlet. The song concludes with a sense of acceptance and a hint of hope, as he acknowledges the possibility of encountering his muse again in the future, perhaps in a different 'galaxia'.