on the outside (feat. Point North)

Charlotte Sands' song "on the outside (feat. Point North)" delves into the emotional turmoil of feeling isolated and misunderstood. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone who feels like an outsider, struggling to find their place in a world where they feel perpetually out of sync. The opening lines, "I've been trying to keep my feet on the ground, I feel like I'm floating," set the tone for the song, highlighting the protagonist's sense of disconnection and instability.

The recurring theme of being laughed at and feeling like a joke underscores the deep-seated insecurity and self-doubt that the protagonist experiences. Lines like "That my whole life is the punchline to a bad joke" reveal a profound sense of inadequacy and the pain of being ridiculed. This sentiment is further emphasized in the chorus, where the protagonist questions, "Do you know what it's like? On the outside," expressing a longing for understanding and empathy from others.

The song also explores the idea of longing for a different life, one where the protagonist could be more confident and socially accepted. The lyrics, "In a different life, I would go out at night and make friends with strangers," reflect a desire for change and a hope for a better future. However, the repeated experiences of rejection and isolation make it difficult for the protagonist to believe that such a change is possible. The closing lines, "I'm standing on my own, I'm out here in the cold," encapsulate the enduring loneliness and the struggle to find warmth and acceptance in a seemingly indifferent world.