DISCONNECTED

This might be depression
My body is cold, I slowed down my soul, I got too invested
Your drugs are involved, the story gets old
I don't know my lesson, uh
When I speak through music, I spill my confessions, uh
Fuck a church or reverend
This existential disconnect
Cameras flashing, feel like slashing off my fuckin' neck (slashing off my fuckin' head)
Plunger and ghost, I'm out of potion, I've got nothin' left (nothin' left)
I feel sorry for the wall I smashed my head against (smashed my head against)
I smashed my head against, feels sorry

Feel disconnected, uh
Can't feel my body, nor do I respect it, yeah
I'm back on Molly, lost all good intentions, yeah
Violence is calling, guess who's feeling reckless?
Hit me, hit me, hit me

I'm fallin', I feel disconnected (disconnected), uh
No angel's callin', barely forming sentences
My brain is rottin', no more interventions
I'm done with talking, I don't wanna jump, if I jump, then I'll liberate
Oh, why you talkin' to me, baby? Talk no more
I can't hold it, baby, my whole body's numb
I don't wanna feel, I feel disconnected (disconnected, disconnected, disconnected)

Yeah, oh, oh-oh-ah
Take some time (yeah)
I hear them talking, I'll be fine (fine)
One call and, I'll be on my way (on my way)
I lied, but that was yesterday (yeah-yeah)
She's not the same (yeah-yeah)
These broken veins, won't heal in time for you to save
Oh, what a shame, I'm fucking up the family name
Hop off a plane, a different country every day
You said the grass is always greener, but the sky is gray

Feel disconnected, uh
Can't feel my body, nor do I respect it, yeah
I'm back on Molly, lost all good intentions, yeah
Violence is calling, guess who's feeling reckless?
Everywhere where I make you feel it, baby

I feel disconnected (disconnected), uh
No angel's callin', barely forming sentences
My brain is rottin', no more interventions
I'm done with talking, I don't wanna jump, if I jump, then I'll liberate
Oh, why you talkin' to me, baby? Talk no more
I can't hold it, baby, my whole body's numb
I don't wanna feel, I feel disconnected (disconnected, disconnected, disconnected)

Yeah, yeah, I said
I said: I feel disconnected
My whole body's tempted
I might just threaten
Your whole damn family

Bitch, bitch, yeah, I feel disconnected
No angel's callin', barely forming sentences
My brain is rottin', no more interventions
I'm done with talking, yeah, yeah-yeah

I don't wanna feel you
Your head is fucking disconnected
From their bodies, I don't wanna
Do not hurt it