Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)

Citizen Soldier's song 'Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)' delves deep into the harrowing experience of grappling with mental health issues. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone at the brink, struggling with feelings of inadequacy, trauma, and the overwhelming weight of their own mind. The opening lines set a somber tone, describing a moment of crisis at the bottom of a bottle filled with pills, hinting at a suicide attempt. The mention of a 'psych ward napkin' and the transformative words 'Let it burn' suggest a pivotal moment of realization and change, despite the ongoing struggle.

The chorus poignantly asks, 'Where do you run when you're at your limit?' This question encapsulates the desperation and isolation felt by those battling severe mental health issues. The song speaks to the difficulty of finding someone to trust and confide in when feeling utterly broken. The lyrics 'I don't feel like someone I can love' and 'So close to choosing death over the feeling of not being enough' highlight the intense self-loathing and hopelessness that can accompany mental illness. Despite these dark themes, there's a glimmer of resilience in the line 'But I'll learn how to live with it,' suggesting a determination to survive and adapt.

The song also touches on the disillusionment with traditional forms of help, such as medication, which the narrator feels has failed them. The reference to living with PTSD and the ongoing prayer for an end to the internal torment underscores the chronic nature of their struggle. However, the song offers a sense of solidarity and hope in the lines 'If you're sick in ways that no one understands, hope you know you're not alone.' This message of shared experience and mutual support is a powerful reminder that even in the darkest times, there is a community of people who understand and can offer comfort.

'Limit' is a raw and honest exploration of the depths of mental health struggles, capturing both the pain and the faint glimmers of hope that come with the journey. It serves as a poignant reminder of the importance of empathy, understanding, and support for those facing similar battles.