Numb To Everything

Citizen Soldier

I see the disappointment in your eyes
Reflected in what I've become, we've wasted so much time
Waiting, wishing someday I would change
You let me in, I let you down, the cycle still remains

I'm so numb to everything
Numb to everything
Feels like you're so out of reach
Standing right in front of me
Numb to everything
I feel so far away
Hate so much what I've become
Where did I go? How did I get so numb?
How did I get so numb?
Why do I feel so numb?
How did I get so numb?

Lying in your arms, somehow we're worlds apart
My messy mind, my past, my scars left me an empty heart
My sickness, this has never been your fault
It's not you, it's me, I'm so sorry, I can't feel you here at all

You loved me till it hurt
It wore you to the bone
You gave me everything
So why do I feel so alone?
Why do I feel so alone?