Weight Of The World

Citizen Soldier's 'Weight Of The World' is a poignant exploration of mental health struggles and the overwhelming pressure that can accompany them. The song's lyrics vividly depict the internal battle faced by someone dealing with severe emotional and psychological distress. The recurring theme of feeling the 'weight of the world' serves as a powerful metaphor for the immense burden of these struggles, which can feel all-encompassing and inescapable.

The lyrics convey a sense of desperation and exhaustion, with lines like 'My mind’s such a mess, I can’t handle it' and 'I'm at the end of my rope.' These phrases highlight the narrator's sense of being overwhelmed and their struggle to cope with their mental state. The physical manifestations of this stress are also depicted through imagery such as 'My neck is breaking, body shaking,' emphasizing how mental anguish can translate into physical pain and discomfort.

Despite the kind words and support from others, the narrator reveals a deep-seated self-loathing and a feeling of deserving the pain they are experiencing. This is evident in the lines 'I don’t like, like myself very much' and 'Can’t explain why I'm hurting myself, but it feels deserved.' The song captures the isolating nature of mental health issues, where the individual feels unseen and misunderstood, as expressed in 'But no one sees it follows me, I always end up underneath.'

Citizen Soldier's musical style, which often blends rock with deeply emotional and introspective lyrics, amplifies the raw and honest portrayal of these struggles. 'Weight Of The World' serves as a powerful reminder of the importance of mental health awareness and the need for empathy and understanding for those who are battling their inner demons.