Day Old Hate
City And Colour
Navigating the Wreckage of Broken Dreams
City and Colour's song "Day Old Hate" delves into the emotional aftermath of a relationship that has gone awry. The lyrics paint a picture of disillusionment and the stark realization that the relationship was never what either party truly wanted. The opening lines, "So let's face it this was never what you wanted / And I know it's fun to pretend," set the tone for a narrative steeped in regret and the futility of maintaining a facade. The blank stares and empty threats mentioned signify the hollow interactions that have replaced genuine connection, emphasizing the emotional void left behind.
The chorus, with its plea to either "drown me if you can / Or we could just have conversation," highlights a desperate need for resolution, whether through confrontation or communication. The repetition of "I fall, I fall, I fall down" underscores a sense of helplessness and the inevitability of emotional collapse. Yet, amidst this turmoil, there is a glimmer of hope in the line "But I found you, before I drift away," suggesting that even in the darkest moments, there is a chance for connection and understanding.
The song also touches on themes of self-worth and the struggle for survival. The line "And isn't it great to find that you're really worth nothing" is a biting commentary on the realization of one's perceived insignificance, while "The things we do just to stay alive" reflects the lengths to which people go to maintain their emotional and physical well-being. This juxtaposition of despair and resilience captures the complex nature of human relationships and the enduring quest for meaning and safety in a chaotic world.