Wade

Clairo's song 'Wade' delves into the complexities of personal struggles, loneliness, and the journey of self-discovery. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with their fears and faults, symbolized by the act of starting a second pack of cigarettes before finishing the first. This imagery suggests a sense of impatience and a desire to escape from one's own thoughts and emotions. The protagonist seems to be in a constant state of flux, bridging gaps between moments and relationships, only to find temporary solace until they decide they've had enough.

The song also touches on the feeling of being watched and judged, as seen in the lines about feeling the eyes from a stranger's window. This sense of being observed adds to the protagonist's loneliness and isolation, yet there's a paradoxical comfort in knowing that 'at least somebody's home.' The lyrics suggest a struggle with the passage of time and the futility of trying to control life's outcomes. The idea that 'decades are wasting on your name' implies a sense of lost time and missed opportunities, while the realization that life happens regardless of one's actions brings a sense of resignation.

In the latter part of the song, Clairo reflects on the importance of memories and the inevitability of facing one's emotions. The act of 'wading through water' serves as a metaphor for navigating through life's challenges and emotional turmoil. Despite the hardships, there's a sense of acceptance and ownership of one's experiences. The protagonist acknowledges that time won't age like wine, but it's theirs to own and endure. This acceptance of life's imperfections and the decision to 'take the blow' highlights a journey towards self-acceptance and resilience.