para-raio

Clarissa's song "para-raio" delves deep into the emotional turmoil and existential struggles of a young person feeling out of place in the world. The lyrics convey a sense of impending madness and a feeling of having lost everything at a young age. The protagonist expresses a desperate need to stop trying to fit into a society that seems alien to them. This sentiment is encapsulated in the repeated assertion, "Eu sou tão normal" (I am so normal), which serves as a poignant irony given the chaos and confusion they describe.

The song uses vivid metaphors to illustrate the protagonist's mental state. Describing themselves as a "para-raio de problema" (lightning rod for problems) and a "pessoa non grata" (unwelcome person), the lyrics paint a picture of someone who feels like a magnet for trouble and an outcast. The mention of psychiatric prescriptions and the feeling of being defective further highlight the struggle with mental health and societal acceptance. The protagonist's insomnia since 2006 adds another layer of chronic distress and a long-standing battle with inner demons.

In the bridge, the lyrics take a reflective turn, questioning whether the protagonist is a hero or just a lonely person in a worn-out cape, trying to save others but ultimately causing more harm. This introspection reveals a deep-seated guilt and a longing for understanding and connection. The final verses lament the wasted time trying to be understood and the regret of not being known in their entirety. The song ends with a reiteration of the protagonist's self-perception as normal, despite the overwhelming evidence to the contrary, highlighting the tragic irony of their situation.