Calfskin Smack

The song 'Calfskin Smack' by Cocteau Twins delves into the complex and often contradictory nature of human emotions and relationships. The lyrics suggest a journey of self-discovery and acceptance, as the narrator grapples with their feelings and the consequences of their actions. The opening lines, 'I have to follow my path/heart, Life, it, it just seems right, now,' indicate a moment of clarity and determination to pursue what feels inherently right, despite the challenges that may come with it.

The song also touches on the theme of regret and resilience. The lines 'And when I had you, I didn't always want you, baby, I'd cry myself out, But you survived and this amazed me' reflect a sense of remorse for not fully appreciating a relationship when it was present. However, the survival of the other person despite the emotional turmoil is a source of amazement and perhaps a catalyst for the narrator's self-reflection.

The cryptic and somewhat fragmented nature of the lyrics, such as 'Stiv, stiv, God made it claw (?)' and 'Call, call, calling to yourself,' adds to the song's enigmatic quality. These lines could be interpreted as internal dialogues or struggles, where the narrator is trying to reconcile different parts of their identity and emotions. The mention of anger as a 'cannibal' suggests that unchecked anger can consume and destroy, highlighting the importance of self-awareness and emotional regulation. The final line, 'You won, you'se flawless, little fell (?)' could be seen as an acknowledgment of the other person's strength and resilience, further emphasizing the themes of admiration and introspection.