Boku to Kingyo

Core Of Soul's song 'Boku to Kingyo' is a poignant narrative that delves into themes of transformation, regret, and the passage of time. The lyrics tell the story of a goldfish, initially small and cute, that grows and changes over time. The narrator, who once cherished the goldfish, begins to neglect and even despise it as it becomes less aesthetically pleasing. This shift in perception highlights the superficiality and fleeting nature of human affection, especially when it is based on appearance rather than deeper qualities.

As the song progresses, the narrator's life changes; they make new friends and find a new lover, further distancing themselves from the goldfish. Despite this, the goldfish continues to observe the narrator, symbolizing a silent witness to their life. The turning point comes on a winter morning when the goldfish dies, floating belly-up in its tank. This moment of loss is profound, leading the narrator to bury the goldfish and, metaphorically, their own heart, signifying a deep sense of regret and sorrow.

In the final verses, the narrator reflects on the goldfish's transformation after death. Flowers bloom where the goldfish is buried, symbolizing beauty and renewal. The narrator realizes the true strength and beauty of the goldfish, which they failed to see during its life. This revelation brings them to tears, as they finally understand the depth of their loss and the superficiality of their previous judgments. The song's emotional journey underscores the importance of recognizing and valuing inner beauty and strength, rather than being swayed by outward appearances.