20 Del 20 (feat. Cecilio G)

COSTA's song '20 Del 20,' featuring Cecilio G, delves deep into the emotional turmoil and existential reflections that come with loss and self-discovery. The lyrics are a raw and unfiltered exploration of the artist's internal struggles, marked by a poignant sense of vulnerability and resilience. The opening lines set the tone with a mix of bravado and heartfelt sentiment, establishing a complex emotional landscape where love, pain, and self-doubt coexist.

The recurring theme of loss is evident throughout the song, as the artist grapples with the absence of a significant other. Lines like 'Y cuántos años he estado contigo / Y cuantos años estaré sin ti' (How many years have I been with you / And how many years will I be without you) highlight the enduring impact of this loss. The artist's struggle with self-identity and fear is also a central theme, as seen in 'Nunca sabré que miedo era uno mismo' (I will never know what fear was myself). This line suggests a deep introspection and a quest for understanding one's own fears and insecurities.

The song also touches on themes of addiction and mental health, with references to alcohol and pills as coping mechanisms. The line 'No sabes cuántas pastillas me he tomado pa' dormir' (You don't know how many pills I've taken to sleep) underscores the artist's battle with insomnia and inner demons. Despite these struggles, there is a sense of determination and hope, as the artist resolves to continue living and fighting for the memory of the lost loved one. The closing lines, 'Yo sigo por ti / Por eso es que nunca me voy a rendir' (I continue for you / That's why I will never give up), encapsulate this resolve, highlighting the enduring influence of the lost loved one on the artist's life and choices.

'20 Del 20' is a powerful and introspective song that captures the complexities of grief, self-discovery, and resilience. Through its raw and honest lyrics, COSTA and Cecilio G offer a poignant reflection on the human condition, making it a relatable and emotionally resonant piece for listeners.