Monsters

Courtney Hadwin's song "Monsters" delves deep into the internal battles that many people face. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of loneliness and self-confrontation, where the protagonist is surrounded by their own thoughts and fears. The metaphor of 'monsters' represents these internal struggles, anxieties, and perhaps even mental health issues that haunt the individual. The recurring need for a flashlight or torch symbolizes the desire for clarity and relief from these overwhelming feelings.

The song's chorus highlights a profound fear of oneself, as seen in the line, "I'm afraid of myself every time I see the face in the mirror staring back at me." This suggests a struggle with self-acceptance and the daunting task of confronting one's own flaws and insecurities. The repeated assertion of needing to keep the monsters away indicates a relentless effort to maintain mental stability and peace. The mention of being 'sick and tired of screaming in the dark' further emphasizes the exhaustion that comes with battling these inner demons.

In the latter part of the song, Hadwin touches on a universal truth: everyone has their own monsters to fight. The lines "We gotta hear each other when we're crying for help, gotta save each other if we gonna save ourselves" suggest a call for empathy and mutual support. This communal aspect underscores the importance of understanding and helping one another in the face of personal struggles. The song ultimately conveys a message of resilience and the ongoing fight to keep one's inner monsters at bay, while also recognizing the shared human experience of dealing with such challenges.