It’s Ok, I Wouldn’t Remember Me Either

Crywank's song "It’s Ok, I Wouldn’t Remember Me Either" delves into the raw and unfiltered emotions of self-doubt, isolation, and the struggle with mental health. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with their inner demons, feeling overwhelmed by the passage of time and the harshness of the world. The opening lines, "I don’t want to be awake again / I spend my days with my head in my hands," immediately set a tone of despair and exhaustion, highlighting the protagonist's desire to escape from their reality.

The song continues to explore themes of self-deprecation and the fear of being forgotten. The line, "Maybe I should just pack up and run away again / And let you forget that you were once my friend," suggests a deep-seated fear of abandonment and the belief that others would be better off without them. This sentiment is further emphasized by the recurring thoughts of inadequacy and the struggle to find a place where they can hide their true feelings. The mention of "chemical reactions" dividing the protagonist hints at the internal battle with mental health issues, possibly depression or anxiety, which amplify their negative self-perception.

Despite the overwhelming negativity, there is a glimmer of hope in the closing lines. The protagonist expresses a hesitant optimism, hoping that the future will be more compassionate than the present. This cautious hope is what keeps them going, even as they struggle with their current state of mind. Crywank's raw and honest portrayal of these emotions resonates deeply with listeners who may have experienced similar feelings, making the song a poignant reflection on the complexities of mental health and the human condition.