Never There

Currents' song 'Never There' delves into the emotional turmoil and inner struggles of someone grappling with unexpressed feelings and the resulting sense of emptiness. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of hesitation and regret, as the protagonist reflects on missed opportunities to reach out and connect. The line 'Hesitation turned to habit, never made the call' encapsulates the inertia that often accompanies emotional paralysis, leading to a deeper sense of isolation and despair.

The recurring theme of self-medication through drinking highlights the protagonist's attempt to numb the pain and fill the void left by unspoken words and unresolved emotions. The imagery of 'filling my brain with holes' and 'losing self-control' underscores the destructive nature of these coping mechanisms. The protagonist's voice, 'worse for wear,' symbolizes the toll that this internal struggle has taken on their mental and emotional well-being.

The song also touches on the fear of vulnerability and the pressure to maintain a facade of strength. The protagonist's reluctance to admit fear or weakness ('I don’t want to say I’m scared') reflects a common societal expectation to appear resilient, even when struggling internally. The clenched fist and suppressed tears signify the ongoing battle to find purpose and meaning in life, despite feeling lost and disconnected. Ultimately, the haunting realization that 'the place that I feel safest, it was never there' speaks to the profound sense of disillusionment and the search for a sense of belonging that remains elusive.