Tristeza, Soy Yo de Nuevo
Daniel, Me Estás Matando
Embracing Melancholy: A Dialogue with Sadness
In the song "Tristeza, Soy Yo de Nuevo" by Daniel, Me Estás Matando, the artist personifies sadness as a recurring companion, almost like an old friend. The lyrics open with a greeting to the 'Señora de negro' (Lady in Black), a metaphor for sadness or melancholy. This personification sets the tone for the entire song, where the singer acknowledges the constant presence of sadness in his life, especially in the context of love and heartbreak.
The recurring theme of love as a 'mal sueño' (bad dream) highlights the singer's disillusionment with romantic relationships. Each time love fails, sadness returns, almost as if it were a comforting yet bitter presence. The lyrics, 'Me despiertas de un beso / Más amargo que mi mal' (You wake me with a kiss / More bitter than my pain), poignantly capture the duality of seeking solace in sadness while also feeling the sting of its presence. This complex relationship with sadness is further emphasized by the repeated lines, 'Tristeza / Soy yo de nuevo' (Sadness / It's me again), underscoring the inevitability and familiarity of this emotion.
The song also delves into the idea of resignation and acceptance. The lines, 'No porque quiera pero bueno / Usted siempre me quiso más' (Not because I want to, but well / You always loved me more), suggest a reluctant acceptance of sadness as an integral part of the singer's life. This acceptance is not born out of desire but rather out of an understanding that sadness has always been a more faithful companion than love. The closing lines, 'Casi siempre estoy contigo / Te saluda un viejo amigo' (I'm almost always with you / An old friend greets you), encapsulate this sentiment, portraying sadness as an ever-present, albeit unwelcome, friend.