Afraid

David Bowie's song 'Afraid' delves into the complex emotions of fear, self-doubt, and the quest for personal growth. The lyrics reflect a deep sense of introspection, as Bowie wishes for qualities he feels he lacks, such as intelligence and height, symbolizing a desire for self-improvement and a better understanding of his place in the world. The line 'I believe in Beatles' suggests a longing for the simplicity and optimism of the past, while 'I believe my little soul has grown' indicates a recognition of personal development despite ongoing fears.

The recurring refrain 'And I'm still so afraid' highlights the persistent nature of fear, even as Bowie acknowledges his growth. This fear is portrayed as a solitary experience, emphasized by the repetition of 'On my own.' The juxtaposition of past achievements, like 'waking up the ocean' and 'walking on clouds,' with current struggles, underscores a sense of lost confidence and the challenge of maintaining one's sense of wonder and capability in the face of life's difficulties.

Bowie explores potential solutions to his fear, such as medication, media presence, and superficial smiles, but these are presented with a sense of skepticism. The phrase 'If I can walk an empty mile' suggests that these solutions may ultimately be hollow or insufficient. The song concludes with a hopeful yet uncertain resolution, as Bowie expresses a desire to overcome his fear, repeating 'I won't feel afraid anymore.' This ending leaves the listener contemplating the balance between external solutions and internal growth in the journey to conquer fear.