So Far Away

David Gilmour's 'So Far Away' delves into the emotional turmoil and sense of disconnection that can exist even in close physical proximity. The song's lyrics paint a vivid picture of a man grappling with feelings of isolation and uncertainty, despite being near his loved one. The opening lines, 'What am I suspended here? Should I kid myself that I have no fear?' set the tone for the internal conflict and helplessness that permeate the song. The protagonist feels trapped in a state of waiting, unsure of what the future holds, and this uncertainty is compounded by the fear that it may already be too late to change anything.

The chorus reveals the crux of the emotional distance: 'My love is lying here, She's far away though she looks so near.' This paradox highlights the disconnect between physical presence and emotional intimacy. The protagonist's partner offers reassurances, suggesting that time will bring peace and strength, but he remains unconvinced and restless. The line 'I feel I'm coming off second best' underscores his insecurity and the sense that he is not fully seen or understood by his partner.

As the song progresses, the imagery becomes more intense and personal. The protagonist is 'cut with my own knife,' a metaphor for self-inflicted emotional pain. The struggle between dream and reality, 'Is this a dream or is it real life?' further emphasizes his confusion and distress. The song concludes with a poignant depiction of insomnia and longing, 'I'm still awake against my will, What will it ever take to still this burning in me?' This final plea encapsulates the deep yearning for emotional connection and the torment of feeling so far away from it, even when physically close.