Narcissist

The key to your heart
Opens up a place I'm not safe in
I got locked away in its vacance
Waking up to all to all of your faces
Trapped inside this cage
Narcissistic bouts of rage
Accusations everyday
Arguments that you’d create to break the soul inside of me

Trapped inside your cage
It was a crazy place to be
The constant roller coaster
Made me sick I couldn’t see
The beauty in your lies had made the truth so ugly the man inside the mirror wasn’t recognizing me
A puppet master, pulling strings
And playing with my head
Manipulating everything
And twisting what I said
Projecting all your malice
Then attacking me and
Claiming my defense was
Starting all the arguments
As time goes on, and I embrace
The situation I just faced
I forgive myself for letting faith
You’d change distorted reality

The key to your heart
Opens up a place I'm not safe in
I got locked away in its vacance
Waking up to all to all of your faces
Trapped inside this cage
Narcissistic bouts of rage
Accusations everyday
Arguments that you’d create to break the soul inside of me
Every night we argue
I feel more and more abused
I give you what you want
But you’re still mad and I'm confused
You tell me that you’re leaving
She’s a villain on the loose
But even after everything
I still come after you
You told me this was forever
It’s me and you together
Come to find out it never is oh
Cause those were lies lies lies
She’s a snake in the disguise
As bad as I would want you to
I know you’ll never change
Crazy you and I were
Talking bout’ our wedding day
And I'm glad that we didn’t go through
With it, but I'm feeling so bad
For the next one you ruin with

The key to your heart
Opens up a place I'm not safe in
I got locked away in its vacance
Waking up to all to all of your faces
Trapped inside this cage
Narcissistic bouts of rage
Accusations everyday
Arguments that you’d create to break the soul inside of me

I still sort of miss it
Your toxic ambition
Your evil intention
You’re wrong intuition
I wasn’t complicit to our demise
I got locked away
And didn’t even do the crime
What do I do now? Where do I go?
How do I tell the next girl I am a broken soul?
It’s getting hard for me to breathe
The pain has brought me to my knees
I'm broken inside
I cannot describe
The thoughts that I get when I think of those times
I saw all of the signs I ignored them now I will be damaged this way for the rest of my life

The key to your heart
Opens up a place I'm not safe in
I got locked away in its vacance
Waking up to all to all of your faces
Trapped inside this cage
Narcissistic bouts of rage
Accusations everyday
Arguments that you’d create to break the soul inside of me