I'm Not Okay

Deadfish's song 'I'm Not Okay' delves deep into the emotional and psychological struggles that many people face but often hide from the world. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with inner demons and a pervasive sense of dread. The opening lines, 'You can see the dread in my eyes / Cause I'm struggling to survive,' immediately set a tone of desperation and vulnerability. The protagonist feels misunderstood and isolated, as they mask their true feelings from others, leading to a facade of being 'okay' when they are far from it.

The repetition of the phrase 'I'm not okay' serves as a powerful mantra, emphasizing the depth of the protagonist's distress. This repetition not only highlights their internal struggle but also serves as a cry for help. The lyrics 'Yeah, I ain't heartless I just can't feel nothing / I may seem bit cold like inside of a coffin' suggest a numbness and emotional detachment, possibly as a coping mechanism to deal with their pain. The imagery of a coffin evokes a sense of entrapment and death, symbolizing how the protagonist feels dead inside.

The song also touches on themes of mental health and the stigma surrounding it. Lines like 'Hear the voices, See the demons / Feel the coldness, Seeking for treatment' indicate a battle with mental illness, where the protagonist is haunted by their thoughts and emotions. The plea for someone to 'save me, from my own dread' underscores the need for understanding and support. Deadfish uses raw and honest lyrics to shed light on the often hidden and stigmatized struggles of mental health, making 'I'm Not Okay' a poignant and relatable anthem for those who feel similarly trapped in their own minds.