Hoje Eu Sou Um Tanto Faz Para Quem Eu Tanto Fiz

Del Rubens' song 'Hoje Eu Sou Um Tanto Faz Para Quem Eu Tanto Fiz' is a poignant narrative that delves into the themes of sacrifice, neglect, and the passage of time. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of an elderly person reflecting on their life, filled with sacrifices made for their children. The opening lines set a somber tone, describing days 'castigado pelo tempo' (punished by time) and the suffocation of feelings. This individual has written their life story with love, hope, and faith in God, enduring significant sacrifices to raise their children.

As the song progresses, the setting shifts to an asylum, where the protagonist is now living, feeling the weight of time and isolation. The repetition of 'Hoje sou um tanto faz para quem eu tanto fiz' (Today I am indifferent to those for whom I did so much) underscores the deep sense of abandonment and ungratefulness felt by the protagonist. The lyrics convey a heart-wrenching realization that despite all the sacrifices made, they are now forgotten and neglected by those they once cared for deeply.

The song also touches on the physical and emotional toll of aging. The protagonist's slow steps, distorted vision, and tearful eyes reflect the frailty and vulnerability of old age. The anticipation of a visit that never comes highlights the loneliness and despair experienced by many elderly individuals. The plea for help, 'Pelo amor de Deus meus filhos, me ajudem a viver' (For the love of God, my children, help me live), is a desperate cry for recognition and support from their children. Del Rubens masterfully captures the emotional depth of this experience, making the song a powerful commentary on the often-overlooked struggles of the elderly.