Out Of Mind

DIIV's 'Out Of Mind' is a haunting exploration of mental and emotional disarray, wrapped in a dreamy, shoegaze soundscape. The lyrics paint a picture of someone grappling with feelings of inadequacy and confusion, juxtaposed against another who seems to navigate life effortlessly. The phrase 'out of sight and out of mind' suggests a sense of being forgotten or overlooked, which is a recurring theme throughout the song. This feeling of invisibility is compounded by the ease with which the other person seems to handle life's challenges, creating a stark contrast that deepens the narrator's sense of isolation.

The lines 'You had me first, our shadow thirst, when roles reverse, my mind rewinds and I see you' delve into the complexities of relationships and the lingering impact they can have on one's psyche. The 'shadow thirst' metaphorically represents an unquenchable longing or need that persists even when the roles in the relationship change. This could imply a sense of nostalgia or regret, as the narrator's mind constantly revisits past interactions, unable to move forward.

As the song progresses, the narrator acknowledges their own shortcomings and the consequences of their actions. 'The world was mine, but I’m too blind, I’ll stay behind and choose which scrap to start anew' reflects a moment of self-awareness and acceptance. Despite feeling left behind and out of sync with the world, there is a glimmer of hope in the willingness to start over, even if it means beginning with the remnants of what once was. The closing lines, 'I’m out of sight, I’m out of mind, out like a light, and left behind,' encapsulate the overall sense of being lost and forgotten, yet there is an underlying resilience in the acceptance of this state and the determination to find a way forward.