Somewhere In The Middle

Dishwalla's song 'Somewhere In The Middle' delves into the emotional complexities and inner turmoil of a relationship that is neither here nor there. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of encounters that are both familiar and unsettling, capturing the essence of being stuck in a liminal space. The protagonist sees someone they know in a 'big black car,' a symbol of status and distance, and waves, only to be met with a look that is 'such a bad disguise.' This suggests a facade, a pretense that the other person is maintaining, which the protagonist can see through. The angelic look juxtaposed with the bad disguise hints at the duality and the hidden struggles within the relationship.

The recurring theme of being 'somewhere in the middle' is a powerful metaphor for the protagonist's emotional state. They are tripping hard and falling, unable to stand up or fall down, symbolizing a state of paralysis and confusion. This middle ground is a place of uncertainty and instability, where the protagonist is caught between wanting to move forward and being held back by unresolved feelings. The fight and subsequent drink shared with the other person further illustrate this push and pull dynamic. The drink, which makes the other person angry and the protagonist more desirous, highlights the contrasting ways they cope with their emotions.

The song also touches on the struggle to find a 'sane life' amidst the chaos. The protagonist's repeated attempts to find stability are thwarted by their emotional entanglement, leading them to fall to their knees, a gesture of surrender and vulnerability. The middle ground becomes a metaphorical battlefield where the protagonist grapples with their desires, disappointments, and the harsh reality of their situation. Dishwalla's poignant lyrics and evocative imagery make 'Somewhere In The Middle' a compelling exploration of the complexities of human relationships and the emotional limbo that often accompanies them.