Ah pero como doy pánico
Division Minuscula
The Inner Turmoil of Self-Perception
Division Minuscula's song "Ah pero como doy pánico" delves into the complex emotions of self-perception and the anxiety that comes with it. The lyrics narrate a series of encounters, starting with the protagonist meeting someone named Javier. Despite Javier's initial fear, he accepts the protagonist as a friend. This interaction sets the stage for the song's exploration of how the protagonist perceives himself and how he believes others perceive him.
The song takes a deeper turn when the protagonist encounters himself and engages in a conversation. This introspective dialogue reveals a profound sense of self-doubt and fear, encapsulated in the repeated line, "ah pero como doy pánico" (oh, but how I cause panic). This phrase highlights the protagonist's internal struggle with self-acceptance and the anxiety that stems from feeling like a source of discomfort to others. The repetition of this line emphasizes the weight of these feelings and the protagonist's ongoing battle with his self-image.
The final verse introduces a poignant twist, as the protagonist bids farewell to himself and discovers that he has metaphorically 'died.' This could symbolize the death of a part of his identity or the culmination of his internal conflict. The song's melancholic tone and introspective lyrics invite listeners to reflect on their own experiences with self-perception and the impact of anxiety on their relationships and sense of self-worth. Division Minuscula's raw and honest portrayal of these emotions resonates deeply, making "Ah pero como doy pánico" a powerful exploration of the human psyche.