SKINS (Demo)

DPR IAN's 'SKINS (Demo)' is a poignant track that delves into the themes of self-sacrifice and the internal struggle of maintaining one's identity. The lyrics suggest a narrative of someone who has given up much of themselves for the sake of others, possibly to the point of losing their sense of self. The line 'Spread my wings just to take you in' metaphorically speaks to the act of embracing someone else, perhaps to the detriment of the narrator's own well-being.

The song continues to explore the consequences of this selflessness, as the narrator describes letting their 'world explode' when alone, indicating a release of pent-up emotions or the collapse of their carefully maintained facade. The imagery of sinking 'the remains below' and keeping it there until there's 'nothing left of me' evokes a sense of burying one's true feelings or identity so deeply that it becomes irretrievable. This could be interpreted as a commentary on the pressures to conform or the sacrifices one makes in relationships or society.

The chorus reinforces the theme of loss and resignation. The narrator acknowledges that they 'gave up long ago' so that others could 'dream it all,' highlighting a sense of abandonment of their own dreams and desires. The realization that 'nothing was fixed at all' suggests a moment of clarity or disillusionment, where the narrator understands that their sacrifices have not led to the outcomes they had hoped for. The repetition of 'I never asked to be like this' underscores the involuntary nature of these changes, hinting at a longing to return to a more authentic self.