Until I End Up Dead

I got blindsided, couldn't see it in the slightest
That path you walked was the same as mine is
Hard to believe, man, tell me you're lyin'
Uh-uh-uh (uh-uh-uh)

This is something new
Crying the first time I ever wore a suit
I saw me when I looked at you
So now, I fear one day I'm gonna disappear
Look in the mirror, to make sure I'm still standing here

I been playin' in my head those things I never said
Like, like existential dread
But I'm not stayin' in my mind, I'm livin' like you said
It's gonna be alright until I end up dead
(Dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)

Until I end up dead
(Dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
Until I end up—

Blindsided, so strong why would you hide it?
It's in your bones, man, you had to fight it
Came out of nowhere, now, pigs are flying
Mm-mm-mm (mm-mm-mm)

This is something new (something new)
Crying the first time I ever wore a suit (wore a suit)
I saw me when I looked at you
So now, I fear one day I'm gonna disappear
Look in the mirror, to make sure I'm still standing here

I been playin' in my head those things I never said
Like, like existential dread
But I'm not stayin' in my mind, I'm livin' like you said
It's gonna be alright until I end up dead
(Dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)

Until I end up dead (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
Until I end up dead (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
Until I end up dead (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(I been playin' in my head those things I never said)
(Like, like existential dread)
Until I end up dead (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(But I'm not stayin' in my mind, I'm livin' like you said)
(It's gonna be alright)
Until I end up dead

Until I end up dead, I'm gonna be just fine