Guess Not
eaJ
The Lingering Pain of Broken Promises
In 'Guess Not,' eaJ delves into the emotional turmoil that follows a painful breakup. The song opens with a vivid metaphor, comparing the relentless rain to the unending sorrow the protagonist feels. This imagery sets the tone for the entire song, highlighting the inescapable nature of their grief. Despite being indoors, away from the physical rain, the protagonist cannot escape the emotional storm raging within them. This duality of being physically dry but emotionally drenched underscores the depth of their suffering.
The lyrics reveal a narrative of betrayal and self-deception. The protagonist initially takes a stand, declaring they are 'so done' and cannot 'deal with bloodshed no more.' This suggests a relationship fraught with conflict and emotional wounds. They attempt to sever ties, hoping to find peace and make their ex-partner realize the gravity of their actions by 'burning their heart in the sky.' However, this act of defiance is tinged with irony, as the protagonist admits to hurting themselves in the process, hoping their ex feels the same pain.
As the song progresses, the protagonist grapples with the realization that they have become what they despised. They left because their partner was a 'lie,' but now they find themselves in a similar position, missing their ex despite their resolve not to. This admission of vulnerability and the acknowledgment of their broken promise to be 'alright' adds a layer of complexity to the song. It speaks to the cyclical nature of pain and the difficulty of truly moving on from a deep emotional wound. 'Guess Not' is a poignant exploration of heartbreak, self-reflection, and the often futile attempts to escape the shadows of a past relationship.