Pillows

In 'Pillows,' eaJ delves into the intimate and often unspoken realm of shared loneliness and emotional support. The song opens with a poignant invitation to exchange loneliness, suggesting a mutual understanding and a safe space where both parties can find solace. The imagery of leaving tears by the bedside and the acknowledgment of a 'mess' that won't dry on the pillow speaks to the deep emotional struggles that many face in solitude. By offering a place to lay and dismissing the haunting voices in one's head, eaJ creates a sanctuary of comfort and understanding.

The lyrics further explore the theme of battling inner demons, particularly during the late hours of the night when such thoughts tend to resurface. The repetition of 'give me your loneliness and I'll give you mine' emphasizes the reciprocal nature of this emotional exchange. It's a call to share burdens and find temporary relief in each other's company. The notion of 'wet pillows' drying themselves off symbolizes the healing that can occur through shared experiences and emotional intimacy.

As the song progresses, eaJ introduces a more sensual and intimate tone, suggesting a deeper connection that goes beyond mere emotional support. The lines 'I'ma take it slow like candy' and 'ride or die with it' hint at a physical closeness that complements the emotional bond. This duality of comfort and intimacy underscores the complexity of human relationships, where emotional and physical needs often intertwine. The song concludes with a hopeful note, expressing a desire to continue this cycle of support and connection, even if it means facing the same struggles again. 'Pillows' ultimately portrays a beautiful yet bittersweet dance of finding comfort in shared loneliness and the transient relief it brings.