あなたにおくるアイの歌 (anata ni okuru ai no uta) (Departures)

Egoist's song "あなたにおくるアイの歌 (anata ni okuru ai no uta) (Departures)" is a poignant exploration of love, loss, and the lingering pain of separation. The lyrics convey a deep sense of longing and sorrow as the narrator reflects on a past relationship that has ended. The opening lines, "もうあなたから愛されることも 必要をされることもない" (I will no longer be loved or needed by you), set the tone for the song, highlighting the narrator's realization that they are no longer a part of their loved one's life. This sense of abandonment is further emphasized by the repeated imagery of being alone and the unfulfilled wishes that haunt the narrator.

The song delves into the bittersweet memories of the relationship, with the narrator recalling moments of warmth and tenderness, such as holding hands and being embraced. These memories are juxtaposed with the pain of knowing that they will never experience these moments again. The lines "あなたはいつもそうやって わたしを怒らせて最後に泣かすんだ" (You always made me angry and then made me cry) reveal the complexity of the relationship, where moments of conflict were followed by apologies and affection. This dynamic adds depth to the narrator's sense of loss, as they miss even the imperfect aspects of their time together.

The recurring plea of "はなさないで" (Don't let go) throughout the song underscores the narrator's desperation to hold onto the past and the warmth of their loved one. The final lines, "あなたのぬくもりが消えちゃう前に だきしめて" (Hold me before your warmth disappears), encapsulate the fear of losing the last remnants of their connection. Egoist's emotive delivery and the melancholic melody enhance the song's emotional impact, making it a powerful expression of the heartache that accompanies farewells.