Under The Influence
Elle King
The Allure and Destruction of Toxic Love
Elle King's song "Under The Influence" delves into the tumultuous and often destructive nature of a toxic relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone caught in a cycle of addiction, not to substances, but to the intense and harmful love they share with another person. The opening lines describe the physical and emotional toll this relationship takes, with references to shaky hands and a pounding head, suggesting a hangover-like state induced by the previous night's emotional turmoil. The protagonist feels trapped, unable to leave despite knowing the relationship is detrimental to their well-being.
The chorus, with its repeated refrain of being "under the influence," serves as a powerful metaphor for the overpowering and consuming nature of this toxic love. The protagonist acknowledges the danger and potential criminality of their actions but feels powerless to resist. This sense of helplessness is further emphasized by the line, "I'll take the consequence," indicating a willingness to endure the negative outcomes just to experience the fleeting highs of the relationship. The use of words like "poisonous" and "criminal" underscores the self-destructive tendencies and the moral ambiguity of their actions.
Throughout the song, there's a recurring theme of temptation and relapse. The protagonist is haunted by their desire, unable to escape the pull of their lover's influence. The lyrics describe this as a relentless force that invades their days and nights, making it clear that the relationship is both a source of pleasure and pain. The closing lines reiterate the inevitability of the relationship's destructive path, with the protagonist resigned to their fate, willing to let the toxic love take their last breath. Elle King's raw and emotive delivery adds depth to the lyrics, making "Under The Influence" a poignant exploration of the dark side of love and addiction.