Flux

Ellie Goulding's song 'Flux' delves into the complexities of love and the emotional turmoil that accompanies it. The lyrics reflect a state of constant change and uncertainty, as suggested by the recurring word 'flux.' Goulding reminisces about a past relationship, urging to be remembered in a 'simple way,' detached from the actions and words that might have complicated their bond. This longing for simplicity contrasts with the emotional depth and confusion she feels, highlighting the tension between memory and reality.

The chorus reveals Goulding's struggle with the idea of love itself. She admits to being 'in love with the idea of loving you,' indicating that her feelings are more about the concept of love than the actual person. This 'state of flux' signifies an emotional limbo where she is unable to move forward or fully let go. The repetition of 'it's not enough' underscores her realization that this idealized love is insufficient to sustain a real relationship. The metaphor of steering a ship through 'dark and stormy seas' further illustrates her efforts to navigate through emotional challenges, seeking stability amidst chaos.

Goulding also questions the potential future of the relationship, pondering whether it would elevate her or be built on falsehoods. The lyrics 'Would we be living as liars?' and 'Would we be living in Camden?' suggest a yearning for clarity and truth. Despite these uncertainties, she continues to 'hold on,' indicating a reluctance to completely abandon the emotional attachment. The song encapsulates the bittersweet nature of love, where the ideal often clashes with reality, leaving one in a perpetual state of flux.