Bu Kadar Mi

Emre Altug's song 'Bu Kadar Mi' delves deep into the emotional turmoil of unrequited love and the pain of broken promises. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a lover lost in the desert of love, feeling abandoned and betrayed. The metaphor of the sun and moon not knowing the protagonist underscores the depth of his isolation and despair. He feels like a lost soul, crying out in a world where his love is not reciprocated, making him feel like the most shameful among men for his vulnerability and openness.

The chorus, with its repetitive questioning, 'Bu kadar mi?' (Is it this much?), highlights the disbelief and hurt of the protagonist. He cannot fathom how the person he loves could be so heartless and indifferent. The repeated questioning serves as a cathartic release, expressing his frustration and sorrow. The lines 'Ne eser ne hasar kaldi / Ýnan askimdan' (No trace or damage remains / Believe from my love) suggest that despite his deep feelings, the beloved has left no mark, no sign of reciprocation, making the pain even more profound.

The song also touches on the theme of broken promises. The protagonist questions where the promises made to him have gone, indicating a sense of betrayal and disillusionment. The line 'Kalbim kirik ama hala sende' (My heart is broken but still with you) encapsulates the essence of the song – a heart that, despite being shattered, still clings to the love it once held dear. Emre Altug's poignant delivery and the melancholic melody further amplify the emotional weight of the lyrics, making 'Bu Kadar Mi' a powerful exploration of love, loss, and longing.