Y Parasiempre
Enrique Bunbury
The Weight of Forever: A Journey Through Time and Emotion
Enrique Bunbury's song "Y Parasiempre" delves into the complexities of human emotions, relationships, and the passage of time. The lyrics open with a sense of resignation and acceptance, as the narrator decides to step off the relentless march of time and live in the present moment. This decision is underscored by feelings of bitterness and defeat, symbolized by the 'bitter mouth' and 'defeated heart.' The imagery of planting barriers in the shadow of one's steps suggests a struggle to move forward while being weighed down by past experiences.
The recurring line, "la derrota no es una opción" (defeat is not an option), serves as a mantra of resilience and determination. However, the phrase "y parasiempre me parece mucho tiempo" (and forever seems like a long time) introduces a paradox. While the narrator is determined not to be defeated, the concept of 'forever' feels overwhelming and unattainable. This tension between resilience and the daunting nature of eternity is a central theme in the song.
The lyrics also explore the darker aspects of relationships, describing them as a form of 'alchemy' that turns love into poison. The 'tears of vinegar and black chili' evoke a sense of pain and bitterness, while the 'testament' written where man suffocates suggests a finality and desperation. Despite these struggles, the narrator remains aligned with the 'living,' refusing to succumb to defeat. The song concludes with a reflection on doubt and the influence of anger, acknowledging that life is full of surprises and uncertainties. This acceptance of life's unpredictability, coupled with the refusal to be defeated, encapsulates the essence of "Y Parasiempre."