Fantasize

In 'Fantasize,' ericdoa delves into the emotional turmoil of a relationship that seems to be on the brink of collapse. The song opens with the artist being labeled as 'crazy,' a sentiment that resonates deeply as he grapples with his own mental state. The lyrics reveal a struggle to save his soul, indicating a profound internal conflict and the painful realization that he may need to let go of his partner. This sets the stage for a recurring theme of escapism, where the artist finds solace in fantasizing about a different reality.

The chorus highlights a sense of rejection and unworthiness, with the repeated line, 'You said, I'm not your type.' This rejection leaves the artist feeling stuck in a particular state of mind, unable to move forward. The lyrics suggest a cycle of self-doubt and longing, where the artist is caught between wanting to be with someone who doesn't reciprocate his feelings and the need to protect his own emotional well-being. The mention of spending a night online and checking in on his partner, only to be met with indifference, underscores the loneliness and frustration he feels.

As the song progresses, ericdoa touches on themes of depression and the futile attempts to escape one's problems. The line 'Escape all your problems, only so long to sleep' suggests that temporary distractions are not enough to alleviate the deeper issues at play. The artist's struggle is further emphasized by the imagery of drowning and cloudy memories, symbolizing a sense of being overwhelmed and lost. The song concludes with a poignant realization that despite his efforts, he is still stuck in the same state of mind, unable to break free from the cycle of heartache and self-doubt.