The Beholder

Evergrey's 'The Beholder' is a poignant exploration of inner turmoil, existential struggle, and the journey towards self-realization. The song opens with the imagery of a setting sun and a slow decay, symbolizing the gradual decline of hope and the relentless passage of time. The protagonist feels a profound sense of loss, as everything they once had has been washed away. Despite an impending sense of doom, there is a paradoxical desire to remain in the present, perhaps out of fear or resignation.

The recurring motif of the river represents the flow of life and the inevitability of change. The protagonist finds themselves at the river bottom, a metaphor for hitting rock bottom or reaching a point of utter despair. The lyrics 'Never felt I found my way' and 'Like the inside's my enemy' reflect a deep-seated sense of disorientation and internal conflict. This struggle is further emphasized by the lines 'Run all you can to prevent that your heaven's falling,' suggesting a futile attempt to escape one's own downfall.

However, the song also offers a glimmer of hope and wisdom. The advice to 'Listen child you'll grow older, you will see and become a beholder' implies that with time and experience, one can gain a broader perspective and understanding. The journey towards becoming a 'beholder' is one of self-discovery and enlightenment, where the individual learns to navigate their burdens and emerge wiser and freer. The song concludes with a sense of optimism, encouraging the listener to find their own path and ultimately achieve a state of inner peace and wisdom.