Hidden Love

Expire's song 'Hidden Love' delves into the complex and often painful experience of concealing one's emotions and the internal conflict that arises from it. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone who is repeatedly harming themselves emotionally by burying their feelings deeper and deeper. The metaphor of 'digging the same grave even deeper' suggests a cycle of self-destructive behavior, where the protagonist is unable to break free from their pattern of hiding their love and emotions.

The recurring theme of a 'heart of stone' and 'veins turning ice cold' symbolizes the emotional numbness that comes from suppressing feelings for too long. This numbness leads to a disconnection from both right and wrong, indicating a moral and emotional paralysis. The protagonist is searching for answers to their infinite questions, yet the answers seem to be right in front of them, hinting at the idea that self-awareness and acceptance of one's emotions could be the key to breaking this cycle.

In the latter part of the song, there is a plea for connection and understanding. The lines 'Take my hand and put flesh on my bones' and 'Beat my heart out of my chest just don't let me be alone' express a desperate need for someone to help them feel alive and connected again. The protagonist acknowledges their past mistakes and fears that these will define their future, asking for acceptance and not to be judged solely by their past actions. This plea highlights the universal human desire for redemption and the hope that love and understanding can heal even the deepest emotional wounds.