Autorretrato

The song 'Autorretrato' by Extremoduro is a gritty and unapologetic self-portrait that delves into the complexities of the narrator's identity. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a character who is both powerful and flawed, embodying a mix of strength and vulnerability. The opening lines, 'Soy un lince, ¡tengo un ojo...! siempre estoy metido en líos,' suggest a sharp, cunning individual who is constantly embroiled in trouble. This duality is further emphasized with descriptions like 'poderoso' (powerful) and 'zarrio' (a term for something worn out or useless), indicating a person who is both formidable and broken.

The narrator's self-description as a 'yonki' (junkie), 'chuloputa' (pimp), and 'traficante' (trafficker) paints a picture of a life on the fringes of society, steeped in illegal activities and addiction. Yet, there is a sense of pride and defiance in these labels, as if the narrator is embracing these aspects of their identity rather than shying away from them. The line 'soy amante del alcohol' (I am a lover of alcohol) further underscores this self-destructive yet defiant attitude.

The song also touches on themes of obedience and rebellion. The narrator claims to be 'la hostia de obediente' (the epitome of obedience), yet this obedience is conditional and ironic, as seen in the lines 'dime .-arrasa-, y dios tirita, dime ladra y digo ¡guau!'. This suggests a complex relationship with authority, where the narrator is obedient only on their own terms. The closing lines, 'Si escapo, ve a buscarme cualquier día donde quede alguna flor..., donde no haya policía,' hint at a longing for freedom and beauty, away from the oppressive forces of law and order. This juxtaposition of rebellion and a yearning for something pure adds depth to the character's self-portrait, making 'Autorretrato' a compelling exploration of a multifaceted individual.