Help_Urself

Ezekiel's song 'Help_Urself' delves into the complexities of self-loathing, emotional exhaustion, and the struggle to find self-worth. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with their inner demons, feeling trapped in a cycle of despair and hopelessness. The opening lines, 'I hate you though / We gon' make this work through,' suggest a tumultuous relationship, possibly with oneself, where the protagonist is trying to push through despite the overwhelming negativity. The mention of financial struggles and substance use ('Gone broke again off the dro'') adds another layer of hardship, indicating that external factors are exacerbating the internal turmoil.

The recurring theme of feeling tired and used ('Getting tired of being had / They’re getting tired of me being sad') highlights a sense of isolation and the burden of emotional fatigue. The imagery of being at 'the bottom of the lake in a bag' is a stark metaphor for feeling weighed down and suffocated by one's own emotions. This line evokes a sense of drowning in sorrow, unable to escape the heavy burden of sadness.

As the song progresses, there is a glimmer of self-awareness and a desire for change ('I feel it’s time now, any day / Been a while since I felt this way'). However, this is quickly overshadowed by the decay of hope ('Under skin and the flesh decay / 'Bout time someone took my place'). The final lines, 'In this time I met myself / It’s a broke life in a cell / Stay in don’t help yourself,' encapsulate the essence of the song. The protagonist has come to a realization about their state of being but feels imprisoned by their circumstances, unable to break free and help themselves. This poignant reflection on self-imprisonment and the struggle for self-improvement resonates deeply, making 'Help_Urself' a powerful exploration of inner conflict and the quest for self-acceptance.