De Una Vez
Fabiana Cantilo
Navigating Heartbreak and Self-Reflection in 'De Una Vez'
Fabiana Cantilo's song 'De Una Vez' delves into the emotional turmoil and self-reflection that follows a tumultuous relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a woman who is left feeling abandoned and confused by her partner's actions. The recurring theme of being left 'tarde otra vez' (late again) and the imagery of being driven home by her partner in a friend's car highlight a sense of neglect and disconnection. This sense of abandonment is further emphasized by the line 'sola otra vez' (alone again), which underscores her isolation and the repetitive nature of her experiences.
The song also explores the protagonist's internal struggle and self-doubt. Lines like 'y yo que tengo de malo, que mierda pasa conmigo?' (and what is wrong with me, what the hell is wrong with me?) reveal her introspection and the harsh self-criticism she subjects herself to. This self-reflection is compounded by the incident where her partner 'se tiró por la ventana' (jumped out the window), which she attributes to the effects of alcohol, specifically 'esa última cerveza' (that last beer). This moment serves as a metaphor for the breaking point in their relationship, where communication and understanding have completely broken down.
The chorus, with its repeated plea 'por qué no me tiras del auto de una vez' (why don't you throw me out of the car once and for all), symbolizes her desire for a definitive end to the uncertainty and emotional pain. The act of 'rodamos por la carretera' (we roll down the road) suggests a journey, both literal and metaphorical, where she seeks clarity and resolution. The song concludes with a bittersweet note, as she acknowledges that despite everything, her partner still wanted to take her home, indicating a complex mix of care and dysfunction in their relationship.
'Fabiana Cantilo' is known for her poignant and introspective lyrics, often drawing from personal experiences and emotions. Her musical style blends rock with folk influences, creating a raw and authentic sound that resonates deeply with listeners. 'De Una Vez' is a testament to her ability to capture the complexities of human relationships and the inner battles we face in the aftermath of heartbreak.