Rebel Heart

First Aid Kit's song "Rebel Heart" delves into the complexities of self-identity, love, and the internal conflicts that arise from a restless spirit. The lyrics open with the protagonist reflecting on being told they possess a 'rebel heart,' a term that suggests a nature inclined towards defiance and nonconformity. This rebel heart is seen as a shared trait between the protagonist and the person they are addressing, hinting at a deep, albeit tumultuous, connection. The storm imagery and the sense of lost love evoke a feeling of chaos and regret, as the protagonist questions whether they have misplaced or forsaken their love by giving it away.

The chorus reveals a deeper layer of introspection, where the protagonist grapples with an inexplicable urge to run and destroy everything they have built. This self-destructive tendency is tied to their 'rebel heart,' which seems to drive them to dream of the person they have lost. The repetition of the question, 'Why do I keep dreaming of you?' underscores the confusion and emotional turmoil that the protagonist is experiencing. It suggests that their rebellious nature might be the root cause of their inability to find peace and stability in their relationships.

In the latter part of the song, the protagonist confronts the futility of their efforts to be someone they are not. They see reflections of an idealized version of themselves in others but struggle to reconcile this with their true self. The acknowledgment that the person they loved 'truly saw' them, even if only for a while, adds a poignant layer to their pain. The final verses, with their themes of futility and the past, suggest a sense of resignation and acceptance. The protagonist realizes that their intense, blind love has led them astray, and they must now reclaim their sense of self, even if it means acknowledging that 'nothing matters' and letting go of the past.