Novocain

Fit For Rivals' song 'Novocain' delves into the themes of emotional numbness and self-perception. The lyrics paint a picture of a protagonist who feels disconnected from their emotions and the world around them. The opening lines, 'I’m not your ordinary girl / When I first came into this world / I was born without a heart,' set the tone for a narrative of someone who feels fundamentally different and detached. This sense of detachment is further emphasized by the metaphor of Novocain running through their veins, symbolizing a numbing agent that prevents them from feeling love or pain.

The song also explores the protagonist's struggle with mental health and societal expectations. Lines like 'Maybe I’m a little too obsessive / And I know you think I'm a manic-depressive' highlight the internal and external conflicts they face. The protagonist acknowledges their obsessive tendencies and the labels others place on them, yet they express a sense of resignation and acceptance of their state. The repeated refrain, 'I will feel nothing, wouldn’t change anything,' underscores a profound sense of apathy and acceptance of their emotional numbness.

Additionally, 'Novocain' touches on the theme of identity and the difficulty of fitting into societal norms. The lyrics 'Tried so hard to play the part / In disguise from the start' suggest a lifelong struggle to conform to expectations, only to realize that their true self remains unchanged. The song's raw and honest portrayal of these themes resonates with listeners who may feel similarly disconnected or misunderstood. Fit For Rivals' gritty musical style complements the song's dark and introspective lyrics, creating a powerful and evocative listening experience.