D(e)ad

The song 'D(e)ad' by Follow My Lead delves deep into the emotional turmoil and complex relationship between a son and his father. The lyrics are raw and filled with intense emotions, reflecting a journey through anger, disappointment, and longing. The son expresses his frustration and pain over his father's perceived failures and absence, which have left a lasting impact on his life. The repeated lines, 'I can't, just forget about you,' emphasize the son's struggle to reconcile his feelings and move on from the hurt caused by his father's actions.

The song uses vivid imagery and strong language to convey the depth of the son's anguish. Phrases like 'the sight of your broken soul' and 'you waste yourself, like you waste us all' paint a picture of a father who has fallen from grace, leaving his family to pick up the pieces. The son's anger is palpable, especially in lines like 'Why the fuck are you laughing, Do you find me funny now?' which highlight the disconnect and unresolved tension between them.

Despite the anger and resentment, there is an underlying sense of longing and a desire for reconciliation. The son acknowledges his father's suffering and expresses a wish for things to be different, as seen in the lines 'Can't you see we need you father, I don't care if you can't walk, I just need to see your heart intact.' The song ends on a poignant note, with the son expressing regret and sorrow, admitting that he was 'just a boy and I was so so angry,' and wishing his father were still there. This final plea for understanding and connection underscores the deep emotional complexity of their relationship.