Starling
For Ruin
The Eternal Struggle of Change and Stagnation
For Ruin's song 'Starling' delves into the complex emotions of feeling stuck in a cycle of repetition and the struggle to find meaning in a world that seems indifferent. The lyrics open with the artist standing in a familiar place, expecting change but finding that things remain the same. This sets the tone for a reflection on the futility of effort in a world where intentions often clash, leaving the individual questioning who truly cares.
The recurring lines 'Over and over and over again' emphasize the cyclical nature of the artist's experiences. The imagery of 'hands to feed me, hands to beat me' juxtaposes nurturing and harm, suggesting a world that offers both hope and despair. The 'rays of hope on an otherwise dismembered day' symbolize fleeting moments of positivity in an otherwise bleak existence. This duality is a central theme, highlighting the constant tension between optimism and disillusionment.
As the song progresses, the artist contemplates the worth of their efforts, questioning whether the struggle was ever meaningful. The line 'on a day of infinite flowers and sunshine, will the rust of tomorrow break the strain' poetically captures the uncertainty of the future and the fear that even the brightest moments may be tainted by inevitable decay. The song concludes with a resigned acceptance of the unchanging nature of their situation, yet hints at a deeper care and resilience in the face of adversity. 'Starling' is a poignant exploration of the human condition, grappling with the desire for change and the reality of stagnation.