I Tried Everything (feat. Kailee Morgue & Zaini)

I swear I've tried everything
Cut the coffee for some tea
Cutting friends off who were mean
And I tried to get more sleep (yeah)

I swear I tried everything they said's supposed to work (cut the coffee for some tea)
How come no one told me as a kid that life's supposed to hurt?
(Cutting friends off who were mean)
Yeah, I heard that better days are right around the corner, but
(And I tried to gеt more sleep)
I peaked around it just to find out that I'm sort of fuckеd (I swear I tried everything)

So now I walk around emotionless, a hopeless mess (cut the coffee for some tea)
Drownin' in this hopelessness
Pretendin' that I'm swimmin', let's see how long I can hold my breath
(Cutting friends off who were mean)
Before I hit the bottom floor
Hide away and lock my door (and I tried to get more sleep)
And overthink my problems more

I just don't know why it's just gotta be this hard to exist
(But the roots are planted so deep)
There's nothing left that I can do to help, I'm convinced
(Do you think that you could love me?)

'Cause I swear that I tried everything (everything, everything)
Cut the coffee for some tea (for some tea, for some tea)
Cutting friends off 'cause they're mean (who were mean, who were mean)
And I tried to get more sleep (get more sleep, get more sleep) (yeah)

I swear I tried everything and haven't seen a result (cut the coffee for some tea)
Wish I could go back to my teens, don't want to be an adult
(Cutting friends off who were mean)
My life just isn't how it seemed it'd be when I was a kid
(And I tried to get more sleep)
Now when I wake up from my dreams, I wish that I never woke
'Cause they're so vivid (I swear I tried everything)

But the second I get out of bed, I watch it fade to monotone
(Cut the coffee for some tea)
Surrounded by the ones I love, but in my head, I'm all alone
(Cutting friends off who were mean)
I put my phone on silent, take a walk, and then it starts to rain
(And I tried to get more sleep)
Coincidence, but ever since it happened, haven't been the same

Why it's just gotta be this hard to exist?
(But the roots are planted so deep)
There's nothing left that I can do to help, I'm convinced
(Do you think that you could love me?)

'Cause I swear that I tried everything (everything, everything)
Cut the coffee for some tea (for some tea, for some tea)
Cutting friends off 'cause they're mean (who were mean, who were mean)
And I tried to get more sleep (get more sleep, get more sleep) (yeah)

(I swear I tried every–)
I swear I tried it all, got better sleep
Had therapy two times a week (cut the coffee for some tea)
I hit a wall and I broke to pieces
Still ain't gotten back on my feet (cutting friends off who were mean)
I don't recall feelin' like myself
This medication I'm on's no help (and I tried to get more sleep)
I tried to hide how I feel inside
But I'm losing grip on my mental health (whoa)

Why it's just gotta be this hard to exist?
(But the roots are planted so deep)
There's nothing left that I can do to help, I'm convinced
(Do you think that you could love me?)

'Cause I swear that I tried everything (I tried everything, I swear, yeah)
Cut the coffee for some tea (I tried everything, I swear, yeah)
Cutting friends off who were mean (I don't know what else to do)
And I tried to get more sleep (get more sleep, get more sleep)

But the roots are planted so deep
Do you think that you could love me