I Tried Everything (feat. Kailee Morgue & Zaini)

Foster's song "I Tried Everything (feat. Kailee Morgue & Zaini)" delves deep into the emotional and psychological struggles of trying to cope with life's challenges. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone who has exhausted all conventional methods to improve their mental health and well-being, only to find themselves still grappling with feelings of hopelessness and despair. The repeated attempts to make positive changes—like switching from coffee to tea, cutting off toxic friends, and trying to get more sleep—highlight the desperation and frustration of not seeing any tangible results.

The song poignantly captures the disillusionment that comes with adulthood. The narrator reflects on how life as an adult is far more challenging and painful than they were led to believe as a child. This sense of betrayal is compounded by the realization that despite their best efforts, they are still struggling. The lyrics, "How come no one told me as a kid that life's supposed to hurt?" and "Wish I could go back to my teens, don't want to be an adult," underscore this sentiment. The vivid dreams that offer a temporary escape from reality only to fade into monotony upon waking further emphasize the stark contrast between the idealized past and the harsh present.

The song also touches on the isolating nature of mental health struggles. Despite being surrounded by loved ones, the narrator feels profoundly alone, as expressed in the line, "Surrounded by the ones I love, but in my head, I'm all alone." The recurring theme of trying and failing to find relief—whether through therapy, medication, or lifestyle changes—highlights the complexity and difficulty of managing mental health. The song's raw honesty and emotional depth make it a powerful anthem for anyone who has ever felt overwhelmed by the challenges of life and mental health.