I Keep Waiting

F.R. David's song 'I Keep Waiting' delves into the emotional turmoil of a relationship fraught with confusion, pain, and unfulfilled expectations. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone trapped in a cycle of hope and disappointment, unable to break free despite recognizing the detrimental effects of staying. The repeated lines 'I keep waiting, I keep turning, I keep trying through' emphasize the protagonist's relentless efforts to mend the relationship, only to be met with more confusion and heartache.

The song's narrative reveals a deep sense of betrayal and emotional abuse, as the protagonist feels manipulated and played with by their partner. The lines 'I'm feeling abused, it's so hard to say' and 'you play with my mind' highlight the psychological strain and the difficulty of confronting such a painful reality. This emotional manipulation leaves the protagonist in a state of constant uncertainty, questioning their own decisions and feelings.

Despite the pain, there's a lingering attachment that prevents the protagonist from walking away. The lyrics 'One of these days, I'll walk away, nothing in the world could make me stay' suggest a desire for liberation, yet the protagonist remains entangled, unable to sever the emotional ties. This internal conflict is further underscored by the poignant reflection in 'I ask myself when I look at you, is it the same girl that I once knew,' indicating a longing for the past and the person they once loved. The song captures the essence of a toxic relationship where love and pain are inextricably linked, leaving the protagonist in a perpetual state of waiting and confusion.